DAY 5 (Read Day 1 “OK, Honey. Challenge Accepted!” Post)
Some days I detect a longing that penetrates deep to the core of my soul. Nothing can draw attention away from this aching. A thought that does not pass, a hope, no, an anticipation for relief. Near haunting is this awareness that life will one day be indescribably peaceful.
Distant memory of pain, brokenness and frailty no longer will mold me, hold me. An awakening to an eternal where survival, healing are no longer a goal but a feat. Feeling is not feared. As it now is, life will be no more.
Stronger today, is the longing for that eternity. Yet I yield to Him, because that haunting awareness also drives me to trust my Father’s plan.
For this earthly door will one day close behind me and what awaits the other side offers perfect love and a healing cessation never known and darkness in my will be shredded by the light of God’s perfect glory and grace.
Until someday, I press on.